The first step

The first step is the only difficulty, people always say. I dare believe this, for I've hesitated to delete all former posts, almost two hundreds of 'em,  and to start a whole new blog. Today, i just decided to DO IT and finally i did it. It's well said that "the first step is the only difficulty." Actually, it WAS. From this post that i am writing and you are reading right now, I'll try again to write this blog in English which is not my first language. It's not gonna be an easy thing to do, but the first step was already done for me.
English. That is exactly what  I've been puzzling about since I came back from the States. So far there was nothing confused me to write this post, and it's good. Mmmm though i sometimes feel kinda 'difficulty' to choose the words that i write in. Idioms, words, or collocation stuff always make me confused. I know i have poor vocabulary, and that is the reason i HAVE TO learn English harder.
I know it's clear that all my English skills, especially speaking one, is getting worse remarkably. I'll get what's coming to me. Just do it. I always remind myself that i must keep listening, reading, writing and even speaking English EVERY EACH DAY even if i am too busy to do that. That's why i started to write my blog again. I believe this makes my English skills improved. Thanks.